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All I thought about was you.
Could you love me anyway?

Stranger things have been happening, I'm finding joys in life I never knew. I'm bringing it all back, because I finally realized waiting around for my life to be full of perfection and love is a very stupid thing to expect, and highly unlikely. Though I'm finding flaws, I can still get through it, I don't need to feed off negativity anymore. Maybe its this new 'medication' thats helping me, whatever it is, I'm thankful.

The greatest part of my day; Seeing you smile again. Hearing your laugh. I've missed you, I'm glad you're back.

-What if I killed someone?
I need not continue.
I'd never do it, but I think about it enough that I've got a feeling I could get away with it.
Not an option, everyone deserves the chance to love, and live.
Notice what came first?
I am a fucking child.

If you'd like to try something just inform me, jesus christ.
Why do people always assume I'm so judgemental? I'm honestly open to just about any conversation topic, or movement you'd like to pursue, but nah, we'll just stick to weather and politics.
Put down your weapons, I was right all along and you knew it.
Right back to where you belong.

Side note; Since things have changed, so have you. I don't love who I see any longer, and its making this process a hell of a lot easier, so thanks for letting yourself show, I'm falling out of love as fast as I fell in. Infatuation can be mistaken for much more serious things. This was just one of those times. It was a phase, yet another I grew out of.