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You're everywhere, you're still all around me. You're absorbing everything I do and see, I can't rid this feeling despite my best attempts. Leave my head. This has gone on much longer than I planned. Everyday its something different, I want you, I hate you, I need you, I need to be away from you, I miss you, I love you, I'm insane. This needs to end. everything you do that makes me weal needs to stop crossing my mind, not even sleep can get me away anymore. I don't know why I thought I'd get over it so quickly, I don't know why I thought seeing you with someone else was what I wanted, and to see the same for myself. I can't look at anyone the way I looked at you, and I've been trying too. The feel of anothers lips on mine seems wrong.

"I don't know what I've done,
Or if I like what I've begun,
But something told me to run
And honey you know me, its all or none

There were sounds in my head
Little voices whispering
That I should go and this should end
Oh and I found myself listening

'Cause I don't know who I am,
Who I am without you
All I know is that I should,
And I don't know if I could stand another hand upon you,
All I know is that I should
'Cause she will love you more than I could,
She who dares to stand where I stood

See I though love was balck and white
That is was wrong, or it was right
But you ain't leaving without a fight,
And I think I am just as torn inside

'Cause I don't know who I am,
Who I am without you
All I know is thatI should,
And i don't know if I could stand another hand upon you,
All I know is that I should
'Cause she will love you more than I could,
She who dares to stand where I stood

And I won't be far from where you are if ever you should call,
You meant more to me then anyone I had ever loved at all
But you taught me how to trust myself and so I say to you,
This is what I have to do

'Cause I don't know who I am,
Who I am without you
All I know is that I should
And I know if I could stand another hand upon you,
All I know is that I should
'Cause she will love you more than I could,
She who dares to stand where I stood."

When will I gain my own mind back?
When will this nightmare end?