Clothed

Or at least half way from here on in. I don't think preparing to shower has ever made me so uncomfortable and reminded me of so many things I thought maybe weren't as bad as I made them out to be. I don't mind staying in my shirt, staying restrained, it isn't like I haven't done it before. I've been used to it, so much that doing otherwise with you should have felt strange but didn't. You made me feel comfortable and beautiful. I'm no longer comfortable, and my confidence unclothed is pitiful. I don't want to be physical anymore. The thought of it makes me feel sick and I wouldn't enjoy it. I don't want any. I'll keep my hands to myself.