for the last time.

I'm never going to dry my eyes out again cause'a this
I'm never going to have stiff skin from tears
Or close my eyes and see what happened,
I'm gonna stop hating myself for it
I'm gonna stop feeling cheap about it
Or worthless
Or disgusting
Or ashamed
I'm gonna stop hiding my face when people ask
And changing conversations to dance all around it
Relating to it like it was some kind of abuse
All you provided was abuse
I'm not gonna feel dirty and used
Even though you were already gettin' some
I'm gonna forget I believed you loved me
I'm gonna forget that I could have loved you
Ignore that you just wanted something tight and young
Somethin' pretty and naive
Girl that wouldn't slap you around like a bitch
Though thats what you deserve to be
Start ridding my thoughts of shit you called me
And shit you promised wasn't true
How much of me I let go
And offered everything to you
It wasn't just my body you were fucking.