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I'm always falling back to this, I'm always letting them down. I can't manage to keep anything stablefor very long, and apprently this is no different. The one thing I claim to be passionate about, I'm disregarding. Way to fucking go, hm? Maybe if I took down a few notes about character, oreven just decided to have some self discipline I wouldn't run into these situations, I deserve whatever I hear for this. I want to be entirely dedicated, commited and embeaded in this form of art. I love it, I love doing it, I love creating it, I love preforming it. Todays going to tell, now go out there and break your fucking legs.